So after a long struggling road Im making headway

So not worth sharing but I've been trough a bit of a rough path, and I'm not here to spill my guts but let me tell you one thing no manner through what you go, if you don't keep your wits about you it is very easy to lose yourself in your own problems so hold on tight and keep up the good fight. . .

So whats been getting me through all of this mess, I seriously cant pin it down possibly religion, good friends I am not sure how but I am working at it daily I keep busy the busier you keep the further you go I feel it is as if the more I work the less the problems come I spent about a month just contemplating but continued to read positive literature and work through the things I am by no means feeling ready to move on yet but I am getting there and its not that bad.  . .

Never loose faith in yourself

Well hello guys yes I suppose its time I stood up and started thinking straight again, I have been through a terrible rough patch and struggled to face the world let alone just the few people around me . . .every day has been hard and I'm tired of it I decided to step up and make a change but one thing apart from having a good friend to confide in, I have this vision of the future and where I want to be . . .And no matter how sad and unhappy I was feeling looking at this vision got me going every time. . .Yes it was a bit of a struggle but I got there, I wont say Im not still slightly feeling the effect of what I went through but I have to admit that a vision for your future and some dreams and goals can carry you on through most things. . .So if I can give one bit of advice ever it would be define yourself reach for you dreams and one day they will reach for you.

I am not there yet but working hard every day to attain what I want in my life and how I want my life to be. . .