Hard Times

So guys I havent posted in a while just because I had nothing like I said I struggle sometimes and the last week or so was the worst time ever I have a lotta internal things that I generally cope with on daily basis but some times it just gets too much to write anything positive I go into robo mode doing what is nessesary and further brain dead But I am back today I have nothing but I will build momentum as the day continues check in again tomorrow I should have something by then I hope

Its My birthday

So as you know it is my birtday today and this is a very sad day for me as another year past and I havent accomplished anything great yet I will continue to try but the harsh reality of failure for another year sort off gets to me Maybe I shouldnt be so hard on myself But I am so I have no inspiring words to say today except that "in defeat you need to learn a lesson and continue as the game is not finished yet" even though I am really struggling today.

A little hint from the movies

As you know I have three kids and one movie that they watch over and over that really gave me something to chew on was Finding nemo if it gets tough but you really want to get there remember what Dorry ( The blue fish ) said " Just keep swimming just keep swimming" so just keep swimming and youll get further than you ever thaught

Never Give UP

So After some hectic times and loads of financial struggles and things. Coming close to giving up crawling back into a little hole and never be seen or heard from again rotting away in my own feces. But I decided, I will not be silenced by life I will not be put down by any systems any cosmic happenings nothing will drag me down ever again. Now that is a bold statement, but maybe we give up to early and miss opportunities which only comes round once in a while so No matter how hard and how long, whatever I want I will get and that should maybe be our motto for tody I WILL GET WHAT I WANT be Spoilt life spoiled me enough and now its time to be spoilt think of all the sucess we will get if we dont let anything takes us away from what we need

Get Motivated

So Hello guys I know Ive been gone a While all my kids were sick and in hospital so excuse the delay but I had not had time but I'm buck and my only words today is "Stay Focused" so easily we loose focus and loose out