So wow what a long time has passed since I last did anything
here so I’m back to at least do one post a week may it be of whatever nature I
hope it helps.
Finding the Self.
Probably the hardest topic hardest thing we can ever look at
but without looking into the self how can you expect to be looking out! I’ve
really had a very long time, hard yards with my inner self and my projected
self and I somehow come to a load of weird conclusions.
Like you all know I started this blog quite some years ago
as a vessel to actually contain myself within and drive myself forward which
also came to certain amount of stoppage time and growth. I have read a couple
of books and changed a few of my outcomes to moderate success but as of yet
have not found completely what I was looking for. . .
So today I start this topic not quite sure where it will
lead me or you and with no clear direction in an attempt to recapture my
previous glories and in a way as a reset of my own inner findings and self. Almost
like a test of my own growth and knowledge on a topic that is still slightly scary
and obscure.
So let’s start with a few pointers in the self >> WHO
ARE YOU! And most importantly WHO AM I?, what drives me forward what makes me believe
in myself more than in others and what makes me ME and why is it important to
be the best of me.
Now those few questions can ultimately make us perceive
quite different arrays of our own inner self worth and self-image and can be
frankly put rather daunting. Am I always my own or am I always myself am I the
product of my past or the insecurity of my future. .
For me the past few days have been rather upsetting, stressful,
and to be honest a true battle of wits and emotion. I find myself unsure of me
and my passions my dreams and desires. I am lost within myself again. I do
believe that being in this state has finally after 32 years been a conscious
entry yet still uncomfortable but I feel rewarding. How can you go out and
present yourself as great and wonderful as you are the world without true
knowledge of exactly who and what you are. Find yourself deal with yourself and
make a positive impact on yourself.
Emotions which are probably the most important
thing in our world can play havoc on our worlds. Earn these emotions and break
them down, get to the bottom of things never ever let any negative or unhappy
or unsavoury things upset the balance that you have created around yourself.
Find you balance, I think of all my dreams and goals and
ideas on how to get your passion re-engaged. I have opened here a little and
would like to continue with this process of getting through to you (Myself)
Let’s start with the next post at a module to change and
look at how can you truly find yourself solve anything that stands in your way
to a brighter more fulfilling future and unlocking the true potential of your
own self without being someone else but being yourself. I’m not saying you won’t
change to be better but to be more of yourself at a more respectable level.
So in the next post I will be going through what I have learned about how to find the self first and make sure you keep the self in mind.
