Dont scream in silence live in sunshine

There is not many things that get me going yeah lots of people always perceive me as a very positive person and I always try to think positive but I don't I am also human I also have very high expectations for myself BUT I TRY HARD not to get negative and not too loose faith in myself and in the goodness all around I try and keep my calm but it just isn't always possible there will always be something working on the nerves trying to break your speed, uncontrolled injuries (My Current Dilemma). . .

So what is there to do I guess what has worked the best for me is to have the positive words seared into my brain so even when I get negative and even when i get down or frustrated my mind immediately start listening to the guru's tape and books I've read "change your attitude" and "what does this really mean is it really that bad to react in such a way" or perhaps "what can be done to change the outcome of this situation" things I've read over and over flooded my brain with good thoughts happy quotes and techniques to overcome these hard days. . .

So Okay after a bit of mumbling what I am trying to say is that if you pursue the route you wish to be on no matter what happens it starts to become you so if you want to be positive engage yourself in the positive fill your mind with good things think up good things and remember like Zig Ziglar (RIP)  used to say "motivation is like bathing you have to continue doing it" and the more you do it the easier it becomes form a habit of it and when it really gets bad think it through practice to remove yourself from what ever it is and work it out in your mind that's the most amazing thing we can all do is look at it from the outside it is hard and you know in my case I am not always satisfied with how I look at it but after some though it becomes clear that the way you should treat the negatives according to your perception of who you want to be is generally the better way out hard as it may seem. . .  at the moment. .

I know I deal with influxes of negative emotions and have to consciously decide that it will not define me If I complain out loud I immediately think hell I need to change the outcome or at least my attitude and get right back at it. . .so go out live life the way you should live it . . .I even smile at myself at my worst moments as a last resort and even such a small gesture in the face of total depressive relapse might be just what is needed to drag your though process back into the right direction. . .

Move on don't let anything outside of your own choice ever define your destiny for you don't be a passenger be the driver of life your life If I can try each day anyone can . . .and if you see some one struggling try and help it helps to help as well . . .

The key to your dreams

Hi everyone so I have been in and out of posting then not posting for quite some time now and I must admit I do enjoy posting it feels that I can make a little difference if however minute in some ones life (even if they laugh at my grammar ) that I have some how fulfilled one of my lives desires to be kind and aid in what ever I can I don't have loads of money to spend nor loads of time to give so hopefully I can share of the great things I either read or happened to think on . . .

So I have a very small message to share to the world today one I am sure I read somewhere or just made the assumption of it from the goods I have read in the past few books. . .

The Main Key to success in my mind is very simple it is so simple that we essentially all know what it is . . .It is the core fact that if you know where you want to be your mind will find a way there yes you know what to do more of how to learn and change and change your approach everything is known to us we where all born into it but like a great company slogan I read said "It begins with me" essentially I take the meaning that all your dreams all your hopes and your wishes depend on only one thing you or in my case me and that is how easy it is all you need to do is put in all the things you think of and all your effort and you will get there . . .

Like the guru's say to be the best you have to give your all! If it is important enough for you you will pu in everything you can and everything you put in time, effort, study, perseverance and I can go on and on we all know its what we put in that we will get out!

So go out there and without fail push further and do more and achieve your destiny the one you sought so dearly let nothing stand in your way (My favorite movie quite "Surfs Up") winners don't give up they find a way. . .Let the clouds breathe your name stand tall beyond the stars and take hold of your life drive it forward be more be worth more as you know we are able to do!

Vision

Hello successful people, I have a short little message today vision not what your vision is or how you envision it but what your mind eye sees. . .All the success coaches always say envision it have a clear picture in your head and loads of times I heard it but never have I actually engaged myself in seeing the true outcome. .I let your imagination run and see IT in your mind let your mind create the circumstances you want in your life and let your sub conscious work on it dream it while you are awake view it over and over in your mind the way you want to look the car you want to drive the house you want to live in the people you want to be around everything play it in your mind make a clear picture and then make sure you set your plan in motion plan it on paper plan it out work it out and achieve it!

My Reflection of the past year

When in review what can I say it has been a year of new experiences some was very negative, and some not so much some good some bad some exciting and some just not even worth thinking about. . . The year had its massive ups and some even bigger downs. . Some so down that I now firmly believe that without grace it could have turned out quite different . . .

So in reflecting on the year the highlights at first glance seemed slightly overshadowed by some serious happenings yet: I made more money in one month than ever before although this year has been my lowest earning year in about three to four years , and yes that ads up unfortunately. I am working very hard to change that for the New Year. . .

I learned a couple of big things the past year not all positive yet still very valuable lessons, I learned that I can sustain myself on my own from my own with some effort, I learned that there is very few people who you can really rely on but they will quickly show you who  they are, I learned that having a positive outlook on even the worst of things can change the outcome for yourself, I learned that the world stands still for no one or nothing and many more little things and bigger things but let’s get down to the year. .

What I've lost a bit in the past year . . . it’s what at the core makes it seem like such a bad year however I am still here and that for itself is something to be very grateful for. . The forever that was promised to me was quickly forgotten to my dismay for another’s  companionship however I have been feeling it for some time, I lost having the dearest two pieces of my heart around me every day, I lost the use of part of my back however by grace it will be erased,  I lost some hero’s, I lost more than just a few fake friends, I lost everything I built up for the past 10 years, I lost faith in humanity however I found it again, I lost my appetite for sugar, I lost my car, I lost the son that wasn't mine by his own choice. . .I lost my future and our destiny I lost the planned out life I dream about, I lost a few family members, I lost some weight, I lost some keys a little money some respect and more than just a few hours in time, I lost a bit of reality. .but what comes next makes it all seem so small like the wise men always say never let the past control your future. . .  

But after the losses I found things that were much bigger than the things I have lost I have found a spark in my soul, and a new spirit to live on and go for more. I found a new light where there was before just darkness and unhappiness, I found power within where there were none before I found a piece of myself that just keeps moving forward no matter what, through hardships and heartache, I found caring people where I never thought I would, I found opportunity in loss, I found invaluable knowledge, I found my bodies strength through its hardship. . I found salvation through perseverance, I found a new destiny, I found a new future I found that those who truly matter will stand up when it really matters, I found greatness in those who seemed weak, I found myself new and I found myself driven . . . I found bonds that cannot be broken by the wrongs of others, I found happiness inside . . . I found my bottom and started climbing right back. .

So after all it has been a massive year but the more I reflect on it the better it becomes definitely one that will for ever be imprinted in my brain, one I shall not easily forget but for the lessons and not the neglect. .

I look forward to a new year a year that is more than just filled with promise but a year that is filled with happiness joy and more of the good I look forward to touching my dreams and holding hands with destiny. . 

I look forward to receiving more and giving even more I look forward to living more and learning more I look forward to being surprised and being amazed I look forward to health and wealth, friendship and fantasy all coming true for I look forward mostly to live in my dreams and be who I have always intended to be I look forward to helping those in need and making a difference I look forward to every day and every moment that comes my way I look forward to every breath and every second I look forward to another year of life. . .